&the greying vision

Monday, February 06, 2006 7:47 PM

life's getting more boring and boring. it is just about studying band and sleep. we dun have any after school life anymore. and tht totally sucks like holy shit. *pardon me for those vulgarities man!* just super duper boring. and wat makes it worse off is homework piling up like a mount everest man! to be exagarate la.! and test are one after another.. i just cant imagine i just had a social studies test not long ago. yet, im gonna have another one this thurs. tht's totally unbelievable man! im loaded wif stress!! SEC FIVE LIFE JUST PLAINLY STUDYING! thou im not really driving myself now.. but i could feel the workload. it just so sucky can.. time for playing is lesser.

band.

it just suck.. nothing interest mi gng.. but i wanna perform for my last speech day man! SPEECH DAY IS TOTALLY AWAITED BY ME! it totally rock! cos i can have photo session! =) and i love performing. also, i think tht is my last performace in my whole sec life. couldnt ask for more. i miss those times the grad senior was still there. thou pratices are long. but they would crap with mi and make mi in band. but now... wat else more i could say. the most senior person. yet the most shag in band. due to some super reason. the sole reason tht i wanna stay is my cca point. i could have simply get my a1 just like tht! in fact i should get it! 2 syf. so many concert. hais. thts boring when the thought came into my mind. oh yea. band prac now are monday, wed, fri. i could i focus when so many prac. =(

school.

homework load is heavy. wat else can i complain. i knew it was for my own good. yet my band prac hours are so super duper long. by the time i reach home. my energy are totally used up. but i still managed to do some. but not all. oh yes. sitting beside yanlin just rocks! i could concentrate!! im no longer sleeping in classes now. totally focus. cos she made mi to.. she is so focus which made mi dun wan to. hehe. test and test are coming up.. and few more weeks to march holis. but the holis are equal to no. we are gonna be packed. so packed. packed wif remedials. packed wif enrichment programmes. tht simply turned mi off. oh ya. o level results are gonna be out. tht freaks mi out. im eager of the results. but, at the same time, im scared. =( cos i know. if i din get my desired points i'll be so diappointed. cos i know i din work hard enough. i was playing all the way during tht period. sobsob. and i hate tht feeling.

friends.

hehe. super happy wif my clique now. they just rock man.! we had a gathering ourselves. a steamboat we all the lil c's are looking forward. now its over. but we enjoyed=) after tht we went to watch still alrig. rated as 2.5 stars. not reallyy nice.

problems.

having a second thots. i regreted like shit man! i thot they would say anything or wat. but the broke the thrust for mi telling them stuff.. =( in the future, i would wan to keep all the stuff to myself. i just hate those things when ppl broke promise. cos i know human nature is. ppl dun like broken promises. tis sadden mi. =(

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